Today, July 19th, is my beloved daughter's birthday. I could not be prouder of her.
Take both eyes, both hands,
My legs and arms,
Even take the precious German clock
And every special book.
Take my bank account,
All twenty photo albums,
My garden in August
And the miraculous April rain.
Take it all if you can promise.
I knew in the instant this would be so.
I’m into any burning house,
On to a frigid raft at sea,
I’m ripping the mangled steel with my bare hands.
Anything, anything for this girl.
The edgeless corners of the truest love
And the endless reserve of cavernous protection
Surround this child who lives within and without,
This fantabulous kid with the crack up wit
And the tender expansive heart.
Take it all, whether you are a son-of-a-bitch
Or an evolving angel,
Whether the cost is temporary or forever,
Take it all to shelter this child
Through every molecular motion and moment.
Given the chance to love like this,
The price of my sightless limbless body
And wiped clean barren possessions
Amounts to nothing more than shiny pennies and
And effortless will
i want to be the first to comment that i love this girl as much as any heart could hold.
ReplyDeletehappy birthday to your girl, what a wonderful gift you've given her, your ever present abundant love. happy birthday to you too. XO
ReplyDeleteThank you , Lori.you know about such love. It's grand.
DeleteLove
kj
Happy birthday to you both! What a glorious poem!
ReplyDeleteThanks Zoe. The poem had easy fuel :-)
DeleteLove
kj
Oh Happy Birthday Jess!!!
ReplyDeleteWe had a nice day today, Mim. 37 years old . Hard to believe :-)
DeleteLove
kj
What a beautiful poem. Hope she has a wonderful birthday.
ReplyDeleteThank you, deb. An easy poem to write because of so much love
Deletexoxo
kj
That is such a tender and thoughtful poem. Happy birthday, Jess, and kj.
ReplyDeleteBlessings and Bear hugs all round!
Thanks, rob. As for your other comment, where the heck IS emily rabbit? She has been very silent. I 'm going to search for her . Please let me know if she shows up at your house
DeleteLove
kj
Your poem brings tears to my eyes as I relate. Our children are the only thing in this world that gives it meaning.
ReplyDeleteThank you, rubye. Your comment means a lot. I would die for Jess, not a second of doubt. Yes, so much meaning from such love, eh?
DeleteLove
kj
P.S.: A footnote, KJ, for your other love, Emily V.V. Rabbit.
ReplyDelete1. I fully understand that Emily V.V. has had a few scrapes with the law. Normally, that would mean she couldn't get into Canada. But I have dug a tunnel under the Canada - US border, which is big enough for a Bear, so it should be more than large enough for her. She'll be here as an undocumented foreigner, but I think we can work around that.
2. We have good food for Emily V.V.. Lettuce from our garden is fresh, plus good organic carrots from the Farmers' Market. As well, my secret stash of jelly beans is well stocked. (She'll like that.)
3. I believe I've met a relative of hers. The Rev. Emily C. is the priest at our local Anglican (or "Episcopal") Church. With shared names of Emily, I suspect they are cousins. Perhaps distant, but family nonetheless. I'd love to introduce Emily V.V. to Emily C.
Blessings and Bear hugs to both of you!
What a bittersweet juxtaposition of posts - the loss of a friend, the celebration of your daughter's birthday.
ReplyDeletecs, I can safely say that bittersweet has a prominent place in life. Good thing we are able to love so deeply, come what may xo
ReplyDeleteLove
kj
That is one fiercely beautiful poem!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much, 8
DeleteLove
kj
Kj, Beautiful tribute to your daughter and lovely poem. Happy Belated birthday to her.
ReplyDeletexoxo
Thank you, Annie. We had a good celebration
DeleteLove
kj