Hard to explain,
Harder still to make sense
Some things go wrong
Want a wing, get a fence.
World's a mess
Yes I know
I can see
What is so.
But I can't bring myself
To neglect all this shine
People and places
That make my life mine
I don't know why I find myself creating this gooey post. I could be sad about many things beyond my control. But I was carrying my apple laptop into the living room today--I get such joy from it--remembering that it took me almost a year to finally decide to buy it, and I started thinking about little deals that are big deals.
If I died tomorrow, honest to god, I don't think I would have regrets. I'm surprised by that, and even thinking it is one big deal.
|Rotterdam Germany. I've stood here (thanks joss)|
|Sedona Arizona. I've stood here too|
|My parents' yard for 63 years|
|Back of an elementary school stage when I counseled a little boy|
|when Mr. Ryan was born|
|New York with my two brightest stars|
|Mr. Sushi (orgasm)|
|97 years old this week|
|barely a two hour trip to the city that never sleeps|
|breakfasts (lo! marianne! lori!)|
|after 100 begs, a friend relinquishes this special box|
|to be able to love animals|
|my father's popsicle rocking chair|
You must have some big deals too, yes?...