Thursday 13:Another Mish-Mash

1. In the last year I have finished a self-help book on Career Counseling, written 52 poems, am mid-way through the sweetest short story on Casey and Izzy, completed a first draft novel for National Novel Writing Month, and dallied in several other short stories, essays and articles.

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2. Some days I think I am a good writer and other days, especially when I compare myself to so many incredible writers I have met, I think I'm low average at best.

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3. I know it's not helpful to make comparisons.

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4. After leaving my agent, I have the interest and helpful support of a small publisher for my career book, but I am dawdling with the book proposal revisions.

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5. Turns out I like writing poetry best: I may self publish a book of my poems next year, depending on printing costs and my motivation to market it.

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6. Enough about writing: why are most ceilings painted stark white? When JB and I moved into this house, we painted the livingroom and guest bedroom ceilings the same color as the trim (creamy beige, kind of). Both came out terrific, adding a nice warmth to the rooms.

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7. This painter's trick comes from Martha Stewart: with a pencil write your paint colors and numbers on the walls behind the light switches. That way you won't forget when a touchup or re-do is needed.

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8. My dog Stella is now a relaxed, happy, loving, appreciative and always sweet girl who lives for walks, cookies and chicken. After Rosie, I never thought I would love another dog like this.

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9. Does anyone else besides me really like Roy Orbison? When I think of his song, "Love Hurts", I could still cry on the spot.

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10. This comes from a recent book on the Tarot: "There are forces that no amount of good will or proper training can overcome: sometimes you have to be willing to pick up a sword. You cannot compromise with your conscience; what is worth having must also be worth fighting for, if necessary. It is not enough to want peace and security, or even to teach it: sometimes you have to be willing--and able--to defend it. "

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11. Mr. Ryan is crawling. And laughing. And watching. He is patiently curious--his eyes follow every movement, his ears every sound, his hands everything in front of him.

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12. I am returning to meditation as a means of helping myself be more open and peaceful.

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13. Is it true I have begun and will continue to regularly cook again? Will I again bake bread on Sunday mornings? I hope so.